I went to visit you again today. It stopped raining just before I got there and Under the Bridge came on the radio. As I stood over you, memories came flooding back. It’s starting to feel real. I don’t know what to make of it. When I try to wrap my head around it, I can’t. As I started to cry, it started raining. You were there crying with me. You can feel your love and spirit everywhere. I miss you more than anything.
Missing you more everyday. One Love.
When did the future switch from being a promise to being a threat?
Trevor, Mario, Rachel, Mike, and I went to the pixies last night. We were all thinking of you, Cary. Everything seems so surreal; I still can’t wrap my head around it. You were the most kind hearted, genuine person. I can’t recall a single time where you have ever talked negatively about anyone. You were so positive. I’ve never met such a loving individual. I remember talking to you during Christmas break about Hannah. You possessed such a genuine love her and we were able to speak about her for ages about how down to earth, and amazing she is. You made her so happy. You took a piece of everyones heart. You had a quality about you that made everyone around you comfortable. I remember you always thinking I was ridiculous for knowing lyrics to every song. When I drank too much at your house, you were the first one to make sure I was able to get home when no one else wanted to deal with me. You and Mario told me the next day how you had to drive me to meet him, so Mario could take me home. You guys met in a 7-11 parking lot and you picked me up and gave me to Mario. You kept every situation so light hearted. You got along with everyone and could fit in in any group. My thoughts are all over the place; I wish I could write out everything I feel, but no words could do you justice.
Last night we all thought about you as the Pixies were playing. You were there with us. They played Monkey Gone to Heaven; I don’t think I will every listen to that song again without thinking of you. It is a night I will always remember and you are a person I will never forget. It’s amazing how a single person can touch so many peoples lives. Shine on.
Rest in paradise, Cary.